Pondering Life

I really haven't had time or thought of sitting down and just think about my future.But I know my heart would stay here in Turkey no matter where I go and travel.I've been checking out the colleges and universities here in Turkey of which I need to retake a Turkish test.But first of all I would need to know my SAT score in order to be one of the candidates.Thoughts of being a psychologist, physical education instructor, pilot, and just staying in the army have been popping up.I would want to have a life that is already set for me, not worrying about what my future holds.

My dreams and hopes... there are too many to talk about.Dreams of having my own house, my own business, my own family, of just finishing high school with good grades, and finally making my parents proud of me.After high school... I really never thought of coming this far in high school, never imagined myself graduating.

I was thinking of having a year off, just having some job experience and finding out in what I would like to do for the rest of my life.Becoming a Turkish citizen also came to mind and spending more of my life here in Turkey.By starting to work at McDonalds.

Gum Dealer

It was a good week with a lot of sales.Until one of my customers blew my cover.Right when I started my first and working business, it shuts down.My products used to be smaller and mintier but not many were being sold.I risked my business by going big.This week being my first week of business with a new product I have failed.The cube shaped gum was big but not as minty which made it harder to hide.I've had many competitions with my customers in hiding gum through the day.Many have failed and have had to clean tables and stack chairs first having to take the vow of silence for 15 minutes that felt like 15 days.Yet we continue to chew and distribute and live on...